Meanwhile, Jane pays a visit to Mary Louise’s new apartment and demands she call off the custody battle. Mary Louise immediately fires back at Jane, saying, “Are you struggling, Jane? With your conscious, perhaps?”
As it turns out, Ziggy told Mary Louise that Jane has a gun, so Mary Louise is convinced that Jane came to Monterey to hunt down Perry. Jane is livid and explodes on Mary Louise for her lack of compassion.
Mary Louise responds by shutting the door and turning up the music, while Jane faintly pounds on the door in the background.
The next day, Celeste takes the stand…again. But this time, Katie is asking the questions. She begins with a simple introduction, prompting Celeste to explain that she’s still struggling to cope with Perry’s death. However, she’s seeking professional help from a therapist, Dr. Amanda Reisman (Robin Weigert).
The judge chimes in, saying she’s concerned that Celeste is addicted to sex. Celeste assures the judge that she’s not sleeping with anyone (anymore at least). She admits that she wanted to be free of Perry and, in turn, hurt herself. When the judge asks why Celeste stayed with her abuser, she offers a solid response.
“I stayed to survive,” she says. “I stayed for my boys.”
At the hospital, Bonnie is picturing herself saying, “I did it,” when the lawyer questions Celeste about Perry. Her daydream is rattled when Elizabeth wakes up from her slumber.
After asking how she’s doing, Bonnie sits down with her journal and says, “Well, it looks like it’s time. I have to confess something I’m not so proud of.”
Bonnie proceeds to read the journal. But instead of immediately confessing to the murder, she says that she resents her mom for how she was treated as a child. In fact, this mental and physical abuse led her to kill an innocent man.
“When I lunged at him, I was pushing you,” Bonnie says. “And that push was a long time coming.”